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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

My dad looked at my myspace

Haha

I was looking at my site tracker that is on my personal myspace page (not the blog page), and I noticed a visit from my hometown. I clicked it just to check it out, and it was from the high school during a break between classes.

Since it was a break, I can assume it was a teacher and wasn't a student. My dad is a teacher there, so I assume it was him. It's so like him to try to spy on me. I haven't really spoken to him in 5 years since my parents got divorced. There hasn't been one word between us in almost 3 years. After he got caught looking at porn on the school computer, you'd think he'd avoid looking at anything questionable, and my profile is definitely questionable.

If he didn't realize I was bisexual before, he knows now. LOL

2 comments:

Robert said...

Hi Jen - I've been on your site for soooooooo long. Do you realise how hard it is to go to your older posts? Or have I missed some really easy link?

Anyhow, I haven't been on your site for a month & you have changed. For the better, imho, I mean. Perhaps it's motherhood?

So I'll be keeping a closer eye on you. I'm glad that things seem to be going lots better for you now.

BPD in OKC said...

Robert, Thanks for coming back to the blog. Yeah, I know it's hard to search through my blog for previous entries. There's a reason for that, but it's not a permanent thing. Once the situation clears up, I'll fix it so it's easier to search.

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