Reading secretsI've talked several times about loving Post Secret. I enjoy seeing the postcards everyone sends with their secrets. Sometimes they make me laugh and sometimes they make me sad.
I've become so addicted to Twitter lately, and today I discovered Secret Tweet that is also an anonymous way for people to submit their secrets. I spent about 30 minutes reading them. Like Post Secret I found some that made me laugh and a few that made me want to cry.
There were two that really stood out to me because they really relate to how I've felt in the last several years.
- sometimes when the phone rings i secretly hope its someone telling me my wife was killed in a car accident. i am ashamed of this.
- I wish people would realize that I'm comfortable with silence. If I don't talk, it doesn't mean I'm upset.
I always secretly hoped that my ex-husband would die in a car accident because that would put a permanent end to the abuse, and I even told my boss that one day. He responded by saying, "That's not a nice thought." And I just said, "Yeah, well, it happens." I'm not ashamed of thinking this though; it's a pretty common thing for abuse victims to think of. I've had so many dreams in the last 4 1/2 months since I kicked my ex-husband out about officers coming to my door to tell me he had died in a wreck. The dreams make me happy.
Here are some sad ones that stood out to me...
- If I weren't bipolar I might care that ppl are heartless and selfish bastards
- People are easily drawn to me and often fall in love with me. However, when they do, they usually don't like what they find. :(
- i stopped hurting myself years ago.. but when i feel awful i still fantasize about it and it does make me feel a bit better.
- I'm kind of glad I got ignored as a child. It trained me focus my attention to serve others. Now I'm uncomfortable w/attention on me.
- if i kill myself, a few would be sad, but it would pass. if i dont, the sadness will last for years, after years.
These gave me laughs...
- Happy bubbly people make me want to buy a gun...
- I love when skinny girls with too much make-up glare at me with my boyfriend. That's right - fat girl got the hottie!!
- I won't date him because he hasn't read Harry Potter.
- i love britney spear's new CD.. i listen to it all the time, but i don't tell anyone.
- When I see a woman wearing a multiple earrings, I want to take them out and put them back in. I've never summoned the nerve to ask.
- i took a laxative today to purposefully discourage people from using my bathroom. success!
- I am DEATHLY afraid of bunnies
- Dear President Obama: Congratulations on the gig, but I don't think enough people have said: Dude, your wife is hot! Good job there!
- i always pick up my cat when i'm naked. i can't help it...it just feels so good.
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