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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Friday, February 20, 2009

Yes, I did break the law

Like I said last week, I've started talking to my ex-boyfriend J. again. He's a prison guard and in the National Guard reserves, so he's really straight-laced, is all about following the rules, and not breaking laws.

The other day we got into conversation about all the abuse in my marriage. He apologized for it all, and I said that he didn't need to say he was sorry because I have gotten quite a bit of revenge. He made me explain that to him. It made me worry because I figured he'd judge me badly for some of what has happened. I told him about how I found some loopholes in the law concerning our divorce and I told him about the thing I've done that's technically against the law. When I explained the thing that was against the law (I wish I could specifically talk about it on here, but I can't to protect myself), I was waiting for him to say that it was wrong of me to do that, but instead he started laughing.

Some of the stuff I told him shocked the hell out of him. He apparently didn't think I had it in me to be that much of a heartless vengeful bitch. He was quite impressed with me. I told him, "Anyone who pisses me off that much deserves whatever shit is coming his way." I then said what I tell everyone anymore -- "Hell hath no fury like a female journalist scorned."

He said that he'd remember that for the future so he wouldn't piss me off that much, and I told him that he'd never be able to piss me off that much. It's just not in him to do anything as bad as my ex-husband and his so-called friends have.


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