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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

Self-harm post delayed

I told my Twitter followers yesterday that I was going to post more on the self-harm topic last night after work. I was actually prepared to sit down and spill out my guts. But, just my luck, when I got home last night, my laptop wouldn't connect to the internet. Then it gave me Vista's blue screen of death and crashed. Apparently, I picked up a virus trying to download an illegal copy of Photoshop (I found a good copy of the program, but downloaded two bad copies first). Somehow the virus slipped by my anti-virus software.

So I didn't get to make my blog entry. I stayed up until 4 a.m. trying to clean the computer from the virus, but I didn't have any luck getting onto the internet. I got back up at 10 a.m. and started again. I did get the virus removed and I'm back up and running... after hours of working on it, talking to four different tech support people on the phone, and spending about $90 for a new brand of anti-virus software.

I'm going to attempt to write the post tomorrow night, if nothing else happens. I'd do it now but I'm so tired that I can barely keep my eyes open.


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