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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Friday, April 24, 2009

Getting better

I woke up this morning still physically feeling like a semi-truck ran over me several times, but emotionally/mentally I am doing much better. I'm still not fully back to "normal" (whatever that is) but I am definitely recovering from the breakdown I had in the last few days. I'm really wanting to write about it, but I think it's all still too fresh in my mind, so I can't get the words out.

Even though I'm still a little sad about some stuff, I got a really good laugh this morning when I checked my site tracker. I always love to see what people search for on Google/Yahoo that takes them to my blog. Sometimes I have to really think about what I've written in the past to make my blog show up in certain searches.

This morning someone found the blog by searching for "bobby flay burn penis." I guess if you're a male chef, you probably would have to worry about having the front of your body against a hot oven.

Every few days I get searches for "okc boobs" or "okc sex" and there are always people searching for blogs that have content warnings.

Here are some of my other recent searches that I find at least relatively amusing:
  • sexual blogspots with content warning
  • is there anything gay about purple day?
  • movies on abusive women how my mother was murdered
  • BPD in dogs
  • dreams pulsating geometric figures stress
  • flasher in okc
  • funeral director sex dead people okc
  • bpd girly men
  • taco bell drag queen
  • cartoon funny after eating taco bell
  • scratch eyes after buckle surgery
  • hot collage girls having fun in bedroom at night
  • Bipolar divorce boobs


1 comments:

Tambralyn Campbell said...

Hey there!

Thank you again for sharing your recovery experience with the world.

Recovery IS possible!

With love,

Tami Green
www.borderlinepersonalitysupport.com

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