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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Leave it to meme



Sunday Stealing: The "Leave It to Meme" Meme

1. Who was your FIRST date?
Depends on how you look at it. I went on a so-called date with Rick when I was 16, but my best friend went with us, so it wasn't really a date in my opinion. Same thing with the next time I supposedly had a date... After those two "dates," I decided the idea of dating was stupid and didn't ever go on another one. I just "hooked up" when I wanted to without going out. The way I look at it, I've never had a "real" date. Sure I've had boyfriends whom I've went out to eat or to a movie with, but I really think that once you're in a relationship, you're past "dating"

2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
I was talking to him for a while, but we haven't talked in several months

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
Yucky beer. Took a few drinks and poured the rest onto the ground.

4. What was your FIRST job?
Personal assistant to a teacher at my high school

5. What was your FIRST car?
Blue four-door chevy cavalier named Sarah

6. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
Never been on a plane. I went on a helicopter once, but I can't really remember it

7. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
Roxy, we have a little contact through Facebook now, but not much really

8. Whose wedding did you attend the FIRST time?
Hell if I know

9. Tell us about your FIRST roommate.
She was a major slob. My side of the dorm room would always be nicely organized and hers would be a huge mess. I have all sorts of pictures I took comparing my side to hers (she wasn't there when I took the photos). When we lived together she was a nice Christian girl who had never drank or had sex. Within a year of me moving out, she had become a very heavy drinker, quit going to church, and had become a stripper. My mom is always saying she doesn't know how the girl could make it as a stripper because she's totally flat-chested. She used to wear padded/push up bras and still looked totally flat

10. If you had one wish, what would it be (other than more wishes)?
To have enough money to pay off all my debts and my family's debts and then never have to work again

11. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
Make/decorate wedding cakes

12. Did you marry the FIRST person you were in love with?
Nope. Frankly, I never really loved my exhusband. It was a marriage of convenience and deceit

13. What were the first lessons you ever took and why?
Like piano lessons or something??? I guess if that's what it's asking then it would be swim lessons

14. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
Let the dogs out of their crates. They get mad if I do anything else before letting them out

6 comments:

I said...

1. Who was your FIRST date?
A guy named Jack at 15. I don't even think we dated so much as kissed a lot after school
2. Do you still talk to your FIRST love?
I haven't talked to him in about six months

3. What was your FIRST alcoholic drink?
Oh I couldn't even remember

4. What was your FIRST job?
Door knocker for some ballot prop measure

5. What was your FIRST car?
honda

6. Where did you go on your FIRST ride on an airplane?
years ago to southern california

7. Who was your FIRST best friend & do you still talk?
stephanie-i haven't talked to her in years

8. Whose wedding did you attend the FIRST time?
theresas-i think

9. Tell us about your FIRST roommate.
she was a tiny stewardess with rich parents. she was spoiled,lazy, and absolutely hilarious.

10. If you had one wish, what would it be (other than more wishes)?
To be rich enough to take care of friends and family and to have a career as a philanthropist

11. What is something you would learn if you had the chance?
how to make stained glass

12. Did you marry the FIRST person you were in love with?
Oh God no

13. What were the first lessons you ever took and why?
Dance lessons because I wanted to

14. What is the first thing you do when you get home?
Strip clothing

Hootin' Anni said...

You named your car Sarah...sweet. Our car now is named Shelia. LOLOL

Mine's posted now...I do hope you can find a couple of minutes to come visit with me. I enjoyed reading your answers to this most personal meme. It was fun! Happy Sunday.

I am Harriet said...

Yucky beer seldom seems yucky to a new drinker.
http://iamharriet.blogspot.com/2009/07/sunday-stealing-stuff_25.html

PinkLady said...

#9 made me laugh.. great answers you have here. happy SS to you!

mine's posted at http://sheeponarampage.blogspot.com in case you have time.

Becca said...

Awww why do you leave your dogs in crates all day? I have never used crates so I'm curious.

BPD in OKC said...

Becca, I have to leave them in crates because the big one Oreo likes to tear things up, so when he has the chance he'll throw things all over the house

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