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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Post Secret spoke to me again

There were a bunch of Post Secret cards for this week that stuck out to me....


1. This reminds me of my friend Caroline at I'm a Greedy Girl. She absolutely loves all things fashion, especially shoes, but unfortunately she's on an Oklahoma journalist's budget.



2. This one just stuck out to me because I really want to start doing that to make people paranoid. I'm mean like that.



3. My first roommate from college was a stripper for a while, but she quit. I really wonder if she misses it...



4. I'm glad I've moved past blaming my shady borderline behaviors on my past abuse. It really doesn't do any good to blame others for your own behaviors. You can choose to rise above your past and become a better person ... and that's what I've striven to do.



5. This one reminds me of my high school classmates. The subject has been on my mind a lot lately because this is the 10th school year since I graduated from high school. My class was only 28 people, so we spent a lot of time all together, and we always vowed that we'd be friends forever... well of course, that hasn't happened. I speak to a few of them every once in a while on facebook or myspace, but overall I have no real contact with any of them. Some of them even live in the city and I avoid them like they're the plague.



6. Everyone has an inner strength, even if others don't see it. You're stronger than you even know, and you can make it through anything. If I can make it through almost 5 years with my violent exhusband, anyone can make it through anything. I am a true believer in the Bible verse "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me" (Philippians 4:13).



7. All I can say is "eww gross."


1 comments:

Wandering Coyote said...

Yeah, this was a good week, wasn't it?

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