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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Hey Jealousy




1. Tell us a story when you got jealous.
There's a girl from my hometown who is the embodiment of who I always wanted to be. Blond, tall, skinny, beautiful, cheerleader/model type. She tried to steal my boyfriend when I was 16 and she was only 12 by sticking almost naked photos of herself in his school locker. Now she's a full-time model/actress. She's on bus benches and billboards and in tv commercials and even a movie. I hate her for trying to steal the boyfriend from me all those years ago, but mostly I hate her because I want to be her. I think that's the first time I've ever admitted to being jealous of her

2. What is your least favorite thing about yourself?
Personality-wise: my laziness
Physically: my odd-shaped feet

3. Who do you mess with the most?
What exactly is meant by "mess with" ? If you mean games, I'd have to say coworkers. I have to pretend to be something I'm not a lot at work

4. Do you have any special talents? What are they?
I have a talent for making myself appear to be whomever you want me to be

5. If you could have a secret fling that no one would ever find out about, would you?
Ehh, people would find out because I can't keep that kind of thing a secret

6. What's the furthest you've been from home?
I've hardly ever been out of Oklahoma. Frankly, I'm fine with that. The farthest away is Illinois

7. How many Saturday 9 player's blogs do you typically visit?
5-10. More if I'm bored one day

8. Some great bloggers lose their "mojo" and quit blogging. Could you see that happening to you?
My coworker/friend who has a popular blog calls that her "blojo," which I think is hilarious. Anyways, I lose it sometimes and take little breaks, but this blog means way too much to me for me to give it up for good

9. What's the biggest mistake you've made so far this year?
Sleeping with a certain person back in April. It turned out bad, very bad


1 comments:

I am Harriet said...

I don't like to venture out too far from home either.

Have a great Saturday!
http://iamharriet.blogspot.com/2009/10/if-you-could-have-secret-fling-that-no.html

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