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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

So I like this boy...

There's a man who I've had somewhat of a crush on for a while, and he's single. He's actually two years older than me, which is odd for me, but for once I'm okay with that. I've decided that I want to ask him out for a date, but I have no idea how to go about it. I am 28, and I've never asked out a guy before. It really makes me feel pathetic to be this nervous. I have two of my coworkers encouraging me. They're giving me encouragement and trying to convince me to go ahead and ask him out. I just can't. I am too worried he'll say no. I just don't know what to say or not say. I'm afraid of being rejected.

EDITED TO ADD: Ok, so after hours of writing and deleting and rewriting a note asking the guy out, I finally sent it to him. I didn't ask him in person for several reasons. I thought doing it in a note was better. Now I have to sit and wait for a response. URGH

SECOND EDIT: He replied and said yes. I'm sort of surprised, but very very happy.


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