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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Thursday, April 29, 2010

Poem - "Rough Waters"

"Rough Waters"

I'm lost in a sea of pain.
Can't get back to u.
Can't get back to me.
No paddle to steer my boat.
No compass directing me to happiness.
My north star burned out
When the walls caved in.
Going to drown and die alone.
Rough waters.
Waves crash down on me.
I'm going down with this ship,

~ 4/29/2010

3 comments:

Kristin said...

Your poem says so much about this illness. Do you have a safe place to go to? My daughter (bpd sufferer) always uses the bathroom - small space, easy to monitor. When she was younger, it was her bed. We made it especially comfortable. I hope that you can find a safe place to wait out the rough waters. Remember that peace will come again. Keep writing. xxkris

The Rainbow Dreaming said...

Love your poem Jennifer. Says so much that I can relate too. Liana.

Sheri said...

Terrific poem.

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