You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.
My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.
In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...
Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.
3 comments:
Your poem says so much about this illness. Do you have a safe place to go to? My daughter (bpd sufferer) always uses the bathroom - small space, easy to monitor. When she was younger, it was her bed. We made it especially comfortable. I hope that you can find a safe place to wait out the rough waters. Remember that peace will come again. Keep writing. xxkris
Love your poem Jennifer. Says so much that I can relate too. Liana.
Terrific poem.
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