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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Project 365 - photos 125-126 ... The voices

In this month's issue of Cosmo, there's a cover story with the singer Pink. I've talked several times on the blog about how I really relate to her and that I think she may be borderline. Well one of the questions in the interview increased how much I relate to her. She says she has voices in her head that don't like her.



Along the same line, I composed the next photo about my own voices in my head. The flies symbolize all the crap that zooms around in my mind all the time.



5 comments:

Clueless said...

Mine say, "I hate myself." It is painful if I let myself feel.

tracy said...

Mine say "You are stupid, useless and i hate you!" And other stuff...

Jiinxsay Lee Whild said...

oh Jen,

ilu! <3

mine endlessly say, "you are, always HAVE been, and always WILL be thee world's BIGGEST LOSER".
i wonder how many of us have them...?...

i constantly compare myself negatively to others, even you! i think, wow, that Jen, she's really dedicated to being a TRUE blogger re: BPD, while i, just ramble on & on about bullsh!T :(

you inspired me to make a "sig", but alas, having trouble with it...so i keep trying...

i mostly love your header, where you show in writing what you base your blog on; extreme depressive episodes, how it can and DOES CONSUME us and the tiny thread that holds you to sanity. meetoo<3 i just wish i had born normal, or birthmom to have coathangered me which would've saved us allll so much pain & heartache...
sry, don't mean to be morbid.
i simply MUST find the proper DBT therapist in my area that takes welfare insurance....how are you doing with that?
w/b when you can, always your friend, soul-sister, Jiinxsay

Jiinxsay Lee Whild said...

ps~ how strange was that? i was looking at your followers and i wasn't there :O so i re-joined, how could that be when i was getting ur feed? :O
glitched <3

bpdisme said...

I, too, can definitely relate to Pink's statement. I wonder, though, do I hate them more or do they hate me more?

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