
Along the same line, I composed the next photo about my own voices in my head. The flies symbolize all the crap that zooms around in my mind all the time.

You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.
My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.
In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...
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5 comments:
Mine say, "I hate myself." It is painful if I let myself feel.
Mine say "You are stupid, useless and i hate you!" And other stuff...
oh Jen,
ilu! <3
mine endlessly say, "you are, always HAVE been, and always WILL be thee world's BIGGEST LOSER".
i wonder how many of us have them...?...
i constantly compare myself negatively to others, even you! i think, wow, that Jen, she's really dedicated to being a TRUE blogger re: BPD, while i, just ramble on & on about bullsh!T :(
you inspired me to make a "sig", but alas, having trouble with it...so i keep trying...
i mostly love your header, where you show in writing what you base your blog on; extreme depressive episodes, how it can and DOES CONSUME us and the tiny thread that holds you to sanity. meetoo<3 i just wish i had born normal, or birthmom to have coathangered me which would've saved us allll so much pain & heartache...
sry, don't mean to be morbid.
i simply MUST find the proper DBT therapist in my area that takes welfare insurance....how are you doing with that?
w/b when you can, always your friend, soul-sister, Jiinxsay
ps~ how strange was that? i was looking at your followers and i wasn't there :O so i re-joined, how could that be when i was getting ur feed? :O
glitched <3
I, too, can definitely relate to Pink's statement. I wonder, though, do I hate them more or do they hate me more?
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