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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

The Eighty Meme, Part One

Sunday Stealing: The Eighty Meme, Part One

1. What curse word do you use the most?
Fuck

2. Do you own an iPod?
Nope

3. What person do you talk to on the phone the most?
It's about an even mix between my mom and my boyfriend

4. Do you still remember the first person you kissed?
Yep, but we don't talk anymore

5. Do you remember where you were on 9/11/01?
I was at college asleep in bed when the attack happened, and I found out about it as soon as I got to my first class, which ended up being canceled

6. What was the last movie you watched?
"Remember Me," which ironically was about September 11th

7. Has anyone ever called you lazy?
Only everyone in my life

8. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
Yep. I take the generic of Sonata

9. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
My boyfriend keeps hanging around his house naked all the time this week. Apparently the heat has made clothing optional for him

10. What is the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Typically either his eyes or lips

11. What are you looking forward to?
Going to sleep

12. Do you own any band t-shirts?
Nope

13. What will you be doing in one hour?
Shopping at CVS

14. Is anyone in love with you?
Isn't everyone in love with me? *wink*

15. Last time you cried?
A couple days ago. The damn womanly hormones in my body went crazy

16. Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop?
Desktop at the moment

17. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
Nope

18. Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos?
How "covered" are you talking? If it's like this guy, HELL NO...


19. What were you doing before this?
Doing journalist-related crap

20. When is the last time you slept on the floor?
I dozed off at my boyfriend's house on the floor a couple weeks ago

21. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
At best, I get about 4 hours of sleep total a night, even with sleeping pills

22. Do you eat breakfast daily?
I almost never eat breakfast. If I had to guess I may eat breakfast 15 days in an entire year. The reason for this is I work nights and don't go to bed until 3 or 4 a.m., meaning I normally don't get out of bed earlier enough to eat a real breakfast

4 comments:

HOOTIN' ANNI said...

Ewwwwwwwwww, that photo just turns me off too. Ewwwwwwwwww.

And yes, ironic about #s five and six.

I HAD A BRAIN FART

KansasSunflower said...

HAHA - where did you get that picture of the tattoo'd guy? Your response made me laugh. : ) You really only get 4 hours of sleep a night? Is that because that's all you can get, or is that because that's all you're able to sleep?

I am Harriet said...

I don't get those full-body tattoos.
Have a great Sunday
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cookingmom said...

Found your blog through "Sunday Stealing" and decided to follow it. My daughter has been diagnosed with BPD, so I'm very interested in reading everything I can from varying perspectives. Hope you don't mind!

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