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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Project 365 - photos 152-156

This first photo is just an expression of how I won't let my weight or a diet determine how I feel about myself. I may be a plus size woman, but I love my body. Anyone who has a problem with larger people can kiss my jiggly ass...



My boyfriend and I found this wooden cross last week at the thrift store around the corner. I'm seeking out a bunch of crosses like this for a massive art project. The flowers are on a bush in my backyard.



I had to call in sick to work on Monday because I was sick as hell. Every time I moved, I felt like vomiting. I'm still not feeling totally back to normal. I laid in this spot on the couch all day trying to move as little as humanly possible. Oreo kept me company on the couch the entire time.



This is Pearlz with a visual representation of how I've felt this week... totally exhausted and looking beat up...



My roof is finally starting to get worked on following the damage that the hailstorm did last month. This morning Pearlz and Oreo overcame their differences to take on a common enemy... the loud roofing crew.



2 comments:

tracy said...

i HATE my body. i could probably lose 30 pounds and still hate it.....

KansasSunflower said...

Your dog is so cute! Hope you feel better soon - I love love love your artwork and photos! : )

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