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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Great Post Secret week

This was a great week for Post Secret cards, in my opinion anyways.

1) When I learned I was bipolar and had borderline personality disorder, it was freeing. I know exactly how this person feels. Getting a diagnosis somehow made my problems have a face and with a face I could fight them and be myself. I didn't feel so crazy because I knew there was a reason I was how I was


2) I'm scared to be happy a lot of the time. I've spent to much of my life being depressed that I don't know how to be happy. It just doesn't seem right sometimes.

On a side note, I love Frank, the guy who does Post Secret, but how he puts the two-sided secrets on the website drives me crazy. You have to do a screenshot of the main page to get the front side and then click it to get the back side. I'm sure there's gotta be a better way to put them on there that makes them easier to save




3) Whenever I've been in a bad relationship, my entire creativity has been blocked. I couldn't write or do anything else that took creativity.


4) Just because you decide to love and accept a child that resulted from a rape, it doesn't make the rape itself go away. I would never ever accuse this woman of lying about a rape just because she gave a baby life


5) I always used to wish I was a man so I could date straight women. I'm attracted to women, but many lesbians I've met in the past scare me. I'm not saying every lesbian scares me, just some of the ones in Oklahoma who I've met


6) I sometimes lie about who my father is just so I don't have to explain how he abused me, my siblings, and my mother.


7) I always wonder what men's penises look like...


8) One year when my family was helping my older brother move out of a dorm room. My mom started to open drawers to make sure we got all his stuff. Suddenly she pulled something out and was holding it far away from her and said, "Um, you left your, um, leather thong." He quickly grabbed it from her and shoved it in a box. That's been about 10 years and my mom is still creeped out totally by it


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