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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Project 365, photos 162-182

Ok, so I've been so damn depressed lately that I'm way far behind on posting my Project 365 photos here. Actually I'm way far behind on even taking photos. Some days I don't even want to get out of bed, let alone take photos of anything. Well here are the 20 photos that I haven't posted here yet. Hopefully I'll get my lazy, depressed ass to post them better in the future.

Pearlz using Oreo as a stepping stool during a roadtrip:



This sign now welcomes people to my newspaper's newsroom. I think calling it a "zoo" is quite fitting:



Pearlz sleeping in a laundry basket with clean clothes and sheets. I went through a long panic attack one day when I couldn't find her. Turned out she was asleep in the basket all the time:



Family of birds in the parking garage at work. There were babies poking their heads up out of the nest:



Biggest toad/frog I've seen in years. It almost became roadkill as I was driving home from work one night:




Just a pretty flag/sky photo:



This billboard is near my boyfriend's house. I love it so much. I just wish changing my life was as simple as buying a pair of new shoes:



This one was taken during a date with my boyfriend at an Irish pub. I was drinking Mountain Dew mixed with liquor. I was a little buzzed when I decided to take this photo. I thought it looked like there was a face in the wall behind my glass:



Flowers around the corner from my house:



This is my notebook that I've started writing my memoir in:




This is actually an orange flower in my office. Obviously I went crazy with color editing:



This is the moon looming over my office:



Flower from my front yard on a cloudy day:



Pearlz stopping to smell the flower after I was done taking the photo:



I took my friend on a roadtrip from Oklahoma City to Missouri for a job interview. We stopped in a bar for drinks, and the bar had all sorts of mannequin arms coming out of the ceiling:



Love makes a family ... and I love my dogs:



I spotted this painting on the wall at a pizza place that my coworkers/friends and I went to for lunch one day. All I want from life is to be able to think well, love well, and sleep well:



Happiness is a sad song:



I saw this beautiful painting on the glass window of a beauty salon near a restaurant my boyfriend took me to one night. I was really impressed that it was painted on glass. Some of you may have noticed that it is now my profile picture on Twitter:



Pretty cat I talked to at a pet store:



I had a conversation with this bird as I was sitting in the drive-thru at my bank. I'd talk and it would squawk at me. We went back and forth like that for a while. I'm sure the bank employees thought I was out of my mind:




2 comments:

Michael said...

Every day, I am happy to see a post from you, because that means you're still here.

goddess22111967 said...

your banks have drive throughs?? weird

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