BPD in OKC: 30 Days of truth about me

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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Saturday, September 25, 2010

30 Days of truth about me - Day 3

Day 3 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

I need to forgive myself for my past mistakes concerning relationships and sex. When the borderline personality disorder was in control of my behaviors, I had a bunch of one night stands and other sexual relationships that should have never happened. I regret it all. I am pretty hard on myself sometimes for what I did in the past, but in reality it wasn't me ... or at least not the me that I am now. It was basically a whole different personality doing it.