30 Days of truth about me - Day 8

Day 8 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.

I'm sure my answer to this one is totally obvious. My exhusband made my life hell for almost 5 years and treated me like shit 99 percent of the time. He was verbally and physically abusive. He was (and still is) a horrible person. He beat the hell out of me for no good reason (there's never a good reason). He even slit open my wrist once with a piece of a broken mirror. He pulled out my hair. He sprayed combustible liquid all over me and then tried to light me on fire with a match. He threw things, including furniture, at me. And that's all just the stuff I publicly talk about. There are more things that I can't bring myself to say to anyone. I've turned him into the law a bunch of times, and he's never really been punished for what he did. He got 6 months of probation and a small fine once, but that's it.

30 Days of truth about me - Day 7

Day 7 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.

I'd have to say a someone who isn't even a person. My dog Oreo has made my life worth living for. When I got him a few years ago, I was severely depressed and felt like I had nothing worth living for. I felt like I had no purpose. I didn't care to live. My therapist recommended that I get a pet to help give me a purpose. I found Oreo on Petfinder.com as a 10 week old puppy who was found walking along a freeway and was rescued by this small independent pet rescue group. He instantly gave me a purpose because he couldn't live without my help. He showed me unconditional love, which I needed. He also provided me with laughs because he was a goofy puppy. He also is the most compassionate animal I've ever seen. All this time later, I still have never regretted the decision to get a dog. He has truly saved my life.

30 Days of truth about me - Day 6

Day 6 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.

I hope I never again have to make a police report after someone has abused me / tried to kill me. My exhusband was so bad that I was calling 911 almost every day for months, and the police had come to know me personally and all knew my story because they were always at my house. I don't ever want to do that again

Ten Anyone? Meme

Monday Mayhem - #40 ~ Ten Anyone? Meme

1. Why do you blog?
Writing is basically therapy for me

2. Name your three best memories.
You know what's sad? I can't think of a single good memory right now

3. Name 4 of the best fiction books you've read.
"The Virgin Suicides" by Jeffrey Eugenides, "A Walk To Remember" by Nicholas Sparks, "The Night Inside" by Nancy Baker (now known as "Kiss of the Vampire." For some reason, they retitled it after I read it), and "Vampire's Kiss" by Nicholas Adams

4. What are the 5 best movies ever made? (and that I love....)
"Prozac Nation," "Cruel Intentions," "August Rush," "Girl Interrupted" and "The Virgin Suicides"

5. Name 5 things I can't live without.
Cheese, bread, Mountain Dew, bottled water, and I suppose air

6. If you could change your name what would it be?
Tiffany

7. Tell us a unique and interesting fact about yourself.
I used to be able to burp almost the entire alphabet without stopping. Oh, wait you said "unique and interesting" not "gross and disgusting"

8. What do you love best about yourself?
My ability to twist any comment into something dirty

9. If you had a "Freaky Friday" experience, who would you change places with?
I just watched the 2003 remake of that movie with Lindsay Lohan Sunday on TV. Anyways, I'd have to say a man, any man, just so I could know what sex is like from the other side of things

10. What is the best thing about being a woman.
Having boobs ... well actually, I guess I know some men who have them too, so that's not exclusively about being a woman anymore

30 Days of truth about me - Day 5

Day 5 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.

I want to one day get married for a second time and actually have it be a good marriage that will last this time. I am sick of having this horrible image of marriages being bad because of my abusive exhusband and because of how bad my parents' marriage was.

4 post secret cards that I love

I was so sad Saturday night because this week's Post Secret cards didn't get posted early. I had to wait until this morning to see them. These are the four cards that I love.

30 Days of truth about me - Day 4

Day 4 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.

Some day I need to figure out a way to forgive my older brother for siding with my father when my parents split up in 2004, even though my father cheated on my mom and abused us all throughout our lives. It really hurt my mom to have my older brother defend my father's cheating on her because "men have needs." Yeah, that's what he said to her. Well, he said that and also that my mom obviously wasn't giving him enough sex to fulfill him so he had to seek it out somewhere else. WHO SAYS THAT? I mean seriously? Maybe one day I'll forgive him for hurting my mom like that, but I know she hasn't forgiven him and she still hurts because of it all, so it's hard for me to forgive

The "I've Been Tagged" Meme

Sunday Stealing: The "I've Been Tagged" Meme

1. Where are you from?
I grew up in a small town in an area near the panhandle of Oklahoma (also known as "the armpit of Oklahoma," according to a coworker). Now I live in Oklahoma City

2. If you could live any place in the world, where would you live?
Man how many times can I be asked that question in a meme? 

3. What's your favorite blog? I'll check them out of course!
Post Secret

4. What is your biggest blogging pet peeve?
People who do nothing but memes.... which includes myself.... haha

5. What's your favorite TV show this season? I need a new show! :)
Oh geez, I can't just name one. I'm too big of a TV fan. My top four this year are "The Vampire Diaries,"  "Pretty Little Liars," "Drop Dead Diva," and "The Gates"

6. What's your favorite 'down' time {nothing computer related}?
Sleeping

7. Are you a parent? If so, what's your favorite thing to do with your children?
I  have two dogs. They are my children. I love to cuddle with them and sleep

8. What about your blog have you considered changing?
I'm always wanting to tweak the layout

9. What do you do for a living (if you work outside the home or if you work at home)?
I work full time as a newspaper page designer/copy editor, but I also work as a mystery shopper when I'm not at the full time job

10. What is your favorite song at the moment? What is your favorite song ever?
At the moment, it's "Love The Way You Lie" by Eminem and Rihanna (watch it below). Now for my favorite song of all time, I can't really give a good answer for that. There is a song. I can hear it clearly in my head, but for the life of me I can't remember who sang it or what the name of the song is. I got a free demo cd for the singer when I was in high school and lost it at some point. The singer never made it famous, and I can't find the song anywhere online. The song was about a person who was living in desperation and was calling for an angel to come help her



11. What is your favorite niche TV channel to watch?
Is ABCFamily a "niche" TV channel? It's what I watch most of the time

12. If you could have any career, what would it be and why?
Therapist

13. What is your favorite outfit?
Jeans and a black tshirt

14. If you could tell your teenage self something, what would you say?
Don't have sex until you're older

15. What is your biggest blog pet peeve?
Now, it's asking the same question twice in the same meme. See #4

16. What is your favorite recipe?
My mom's lasagna recipe

17. What is the funniest joke you've ever heard?
Definitely not any "That's what she said" jokes...

18. What is your favorite vacation spot and why?
I don't know the meaning of the word "vacation" ... I'm a work-a-holic

19. What are you most excited about with fall here?
Cooler temperatures

20. Did you envision yourself to be where you are today ten years ago? If not, what did you envision?
10 years ago I had just entered college... This isn't even close to what I thought I'd be doing. I thought I'd be happily married with a couple kids and would be much happier with my job

21. If money were no object, what would your dream house look like?
A big castle in the middle of nowhere

22. What is your all-time favorite Disney movie?
Pocahontas is the one that comes to mind first

23. What's your favorite blog to read? Or a blog you think isn't getting enough notice?
There you go asking the same question twice again

30 Days of truth about me - Day 3

Day 3 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

I need to forgive myself for my past mistakes concerning relationships and sex. When the borderline personality disorder was in control of my behaviors, I had a bunch of one night stands and other sexual relationships that should have never happened. I regret it all. I am pretty hard on myself sometimes for what I did in the past, but in reality it wasn't me ... or at least not the me that I am now. It was basically a whole different personality doing it.

Just Like Me

Saturday 9: Just Like Me

1. Who in your life do you think behaves and thinks the most like you do?
My younger brother... only he truly shares my warped sense of humor

2. As a kid, were you ever wrongly accused (and punished, if it went that far) for something you didn't do? If so, what was it? What happened?
Not that I recall. Normally if I got in trouble, I did do it

3. What about as an adult, were you ever wrongly accused for something you didn't do?? Do you think it's worse to be accused as a child or an adult? Why/why not?
My exhusband always accused me of cheating on him. I was faithful for over 4 years and he kept accusing me. Finally I decided if I was going to get accused for it and get beaten for my so-called affairs, I might as well cheat, so I cheated finally 

3. What’s the scariest weather situation you’ve experienced?
One spring, when I was 9 or 10, there were 19 tornadoes in one night in my county. My town was surrounded

4. If you could wake up tomorrow morning in another country, where would you want to be and why?
Australia, so I could play with a kangaroo and koala bear

5. Instead of going to work Monday, if you could spend the entire day doing something else--any one or two things that you absolutely love doing--what would you do?
Sleep

6. What sites (other than meme sites) do you use most to help you post on your blog?
Facebook

7. Check out a post on your blog from six months ago (March 2010) and tell us what is different now about your blog and/or life?
There wasn't anything really different

8. What was the last photograph you took?
This one of a cup that my milkshake came in

9. Which fashion trend do you believe is the most horrendous and why?
I'd have to say MC Hammer pants. I don't think that needs any explanation

Project 365 - photo 197 ... Finding happiness within

Apparently I've been looking for happiness in all the wrong places. I should have been looking inside milkshake cups at Marble Slab Creamery ....

Putting stress on a mental conveyor belt?

I just picked up October's issue of "Shape" magazine, and there is a "30-second tip" to put an end to emotional eating that just floored me. It says:

"The next time stress has you reaching for chips or chocolate, try this trick: Put your negative feelings on a mental conveyor belt and watch them go away. 'It helps you let go of whatever's bothering you,' says Edie Goldbacher, Ph.D., a researcher at Temple University's Center for Obesity Research and Education. As you see the anxiety vanish, so will your candy craving."

Does that kind of thing actually help anyone?

I've had therapists say stuff like that to me a lot in the past and I dismiss it. Most of my emotional eating comes from stress at my job. If I really tried to put all my job stress on a mental conveyor belt, I would be throwing everything on that so-called belt. I would then watch everything ride away then go crashing to the floor at the end of the belt and feel bad about it so I would want to go catch it all before it hit the floor.

So it would end up like the episode of "I Love Lucy" where the conveyor belt starts going too fast and they can't keep up with it. My belt would be so backed up on both ends that my productivity would come to a crashing halt because I couldn't keep up with everything going onto and coming off the belt at rapid speed.

30 Days of truth about me - Day 2

Day 2 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

I love the fact that my mom taught me to be really frugal with money and figure out ways to get things I want for free or really cheap. Somehow, I'm not sure how, she was able to figure out how to support a five-member family on a single income -- a $32,000 a year teacher's salary. I have no clue how she did it.

I used to be mad at her when I was young because I never had the cool toys that everyone else had and I never got to go to summer camps like all of my friends because my parents couldn't afford it. My mom figured out a monthly grocery budget of less than $200, and somehow with sales and coupons, she stuck to it. Even 20 years ago, I don't know how she fed 5 people on $200 a month.

Anyways, watching her do that all my life really made me respect money. I learned not to waste money on frivolous things. Now, I have a great ability to get free/cheap items and live a fairly comfortable life. I clip coupons, I watch sales, and I get tons of stuff for little to no money. When I go grocery shopping, I can get $60 or more worth of groceries and pay around $10. I'm not as good as many of the "coupon queens" you see on the news. I still have a lot to learn, but I'm getting better.

I use online forums for coupon clippers/sale seekers to help figure out where and when to shop. I can't imagine how awesome my mom would have been back then if she had the internet to help her like I do now.

Bob Dylan

Here's Rock 'n Roll Fridays! Today we picked Bob Dylan. 

1. TIMES THEY ARE A CHANGIN’ “And there’s no tellin’ who that it’s namin’ for the loser now will be later to win, For the times they are a changin.’” What would you do or play at a Casino?
I've never been in a casino, which is probably a very good thing. I like going to arcades and I can blow through $30 in 20 minutes one quarter at a time on skiball games, so I'm sure if I was in a casino and started playing on the slot machines, I'd blow through all my money within an hour

2. ON DESOLATION ROW “To her, death is quite romantic, She wears an iron vest. Her profession’s her religion, her sin is her lifelessness.” What was the worst job you ever had?
Working as a "sandwich technician" at Subway. I worked there for 6 hours and decided I had enough and never went back

3. DON’T THINK TWICE IT’S ALLRIGHT “I ain’t sayin you treated me unkind, you could have done better but I don’t mind. You just kinda wasted my precious time. Don’t think twice it’s all right,” How do you waste your time besides memes?
Sleeping and watching tons of TV

4. IT AIN’T ME BABE “You say you’re lookin for someone, never weak but always strong. To protect you an’ defend you whether you are right or wrong. Someone to open each and every door, It ain’t me babe.” What traits make up the ideal mate for you?
Good sense of humor, open minded, Christian, patient, able to put up with my insanity

5. JUST LIKE A WOMAN “She takes just like a woman, yes she does, she makes love just like a woman, yes she does, and she aches just like a woman, but she breaks just like a little girl.” What woman would make a great president?
Nancy Grace, she's such a bitch, but also has a soft side. She wouldn't take any shit from anyone, but can be sympathetic to people who need it

6. KNOCKIN ON HEAVEN’S DOOR “Mama put my guns in the ground I can’t shoot them anymore, that long black cloud is comin’ down, I feel like I’m knockin’ on Heaven’s door.” Have you ever fired a rifle, handgun or other firearm?
Does a watergun count? How about a gun that shoots marshmallows?

7. LIKE A ROLLING STONE “You used to laugh about everybody that was hangin’ out, Now you don’t seem so proud, about havin’ to scrounge for your next meal.” Have you ever been on Welfare (the Dole), or collected Unemployment Insurance Benefits?
No, but when I was a kid, my parents had us on the reduced lunch program at school

8. MAGGIE’S FARM “Everybody says she’s the brains behind Pa, She’s 68 but says she’s 24.” When was the last time you lied about your age?
I can't remember ever lying about my age even once

9. MR TAMBORINE MAN “Hey Mr Tamborine Man, play a song for me, I’m not sleepy and there is no place I’m goin’ to."  Have you ever played a musical instrument?
I used to play the clarinet and bass clarinet in my school band, but I quit once I was 15 because it wasn't "cool" to be in the school band

10. ONE MORE CUP OF COFFEE “One more cup of coffee for the road. One more cup of coffee ‘for I go…to the valley below.” What brand of coffee do you drink and how do you take it?
The only coffee I'll drink is a white chocolate mocha from Starbucks, and that's only a few times a year. Normally I just opt for soda to get my caffeine 

11. ONE TOO MANY MORNINGS “Down the street the dogs are barkin’, and the day is getting’ dark. As the night comes in a fallin, The dogs ‘ll lose their bark.” When was the last time a dog barked near you?
A few minutes ago. My dogs bark a lot

12. SUBTERRANEAN HOMESICK BLUES “Look out kid, don’t matter what you did. Walk on your tip toes, don’t try NO DOZ, better stay away from those.” When you have to stay awake what do you do when you are very sleepy?
Lots and lots of soda

13. TANGLED UP IN BLUE “I was layin in bed wondrin if she’d changed at all. If her hair was still red…” What color(s) has your hair been?
It's naturally a fairly dark brown, but it's been dyed bright red, a coppery red, blue, purple, pink, green

What's in a name?

Thursday Thunks: What's in a Name?

1. We are changing your name. You have no choice. You get to pick it, but we must approve it. You must have a good reason. Ok, what is the name and reason?

I want to be named Tiffany. I have no real reason other than I've always wanted to be named that. My inner slut wants to be named Tiffany

2. I say Shotgun, you say?

"Fine, but I drive"

3. We are sending you away. Africa or Mexico?

Neither. I wanna go somewhere cooler

4. When you're home alone, do you still close the door when you use the restroom? 

No

5.  Berleen told me that I have to ask a mean question. Tell us about a horrible memory.

My exhusband slit open my wrist with a piece of a broken mirror

6. What are your plans for October? 

My birthday and my boyfriend's birthday are both in October, so they'll be some birthday celebrating

7. Is there anyone that you regret ever meeting ? 

See my answer to #5 and I think you'll know the answer to this one

8. You have 3 months left to live, what do you do?

Lots of travel

9. You wake up in an unfamiliar place, what is your first reaction?

I make sure I'm not naked

10. Your phone rings at 4am, just before you kill this person, who do you expect it would be?

My boyfriend

11. You're having a bad day, what one thing can make your day better? 

Puppies

12. You are doing a meme written by the blogosphere's shadiest character. Is there anything else that you should be doing right now? 

I'm tired. I'd like to go to sleep for a while

13. If money were not a problem, (and it never is, right? Yes, I stole this f$%*ing question. Sue me.) where would you like to live?
Australia, so I could have a pet kangaroo and koala bear

30 Days of truth about me - Day 1

Day 1 of 30 Days of Truth About Me

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

I really hate how lazy I can be and how much I procrastinate. When I'm in the middle of a depression --- which I've been in for so long now that I can't really remember what it's like to not be depressed --- I'm always so lazy. I never get anything done that I need to do. I always put things off as long as I can possibly put it off. Sometimes I procrastinate too long and things go to crap. Doing housework and mowing the lawn are the things I am laziest about. I hate doing them so I put them off as long as I can. I've even put off mowing so long that it grew to be a few feet high and the city put warnings on my door warning me that they'd fine me if I didn't cut my grass.

30 Days of truth about me - Intro

I saw this on the My Life in the Making blog, and I loved the idea of it, so I'm going to steal it for myself.

I am going to start this 30 Days of truth about me. I will write another blog entry today regarding the first day of this...
Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

William Shatner

Here's Wednesday Wickedness! Today we picked William Shatner.

1. “Captain Kirk has been a source of pleasure and income a long time now.” Who is your favorite Star Trek character of all time including all the shows and movies? Why?
Urgh, Star Trek is the spawn of Satan

2. “But if you want to know the truth, the weirdest thing that has happened has been my discovery that people who attend conventions are filled with love.” What was the last public gathering that you attended where you “felt the love“?
Most of the public gatherings I've been to in the last 6 years were rock concerts. Mostly I just felt the hate

3. “How do I stay so healthy and boyishly handsome? It’s simple. I drink the blood of young runaways.” What do you do to stay youthful?
Sleep all day until I have to go to work and then drink tons of soda to keep me awake while I'm working

4. “I think acting satisfies the need and desire for approval.” What in life gives you a feeling of approval?
Cuddling with my doggies gives me all the love and approval I need

5. “No I don’t regret anything at this point. That may change on the next phone call, but at the moment I don’t regret anything.” What is a decision that you have made that others thought you’d regret, but you haven’t?
Getting dogs. People thought I wasn't "stable" enough to take care of animals, but I proved them wrong

6. “If you make a fool of yourself, you can do it with dignity, without taking your pants down. And if you do take your pants down, you can still do it with dignity.” When did you last get asked when you made a fool of yourself?
I can't recall

7. “One of the advantages of being a captain is being able to ask for advice without necessarily having to take it.” What is the best advice that you’ve ignored?
Take mood stabilizers.... they just mess me up more

8. “I’ve never had green alien sex, although I’m sure it will be quite an evening!” What did you do the last time that you had “quite an evening”?
I had purple alien sex

9. “Don’t just shove food into your mouth. Taste the flavor exploding in your mouth. Appreciate the texture. Honor your food with the time you take.” Describe your perfect meal.
My mom's homemade lasagna, buttery corn, cottage cheese, breadsticks, and cherry cheesecake

10. “For commercial reasons, we stayed away from advancing the theory of God.” Are there topics that you stay away from on your blog to remain non-controversial?
Nope, I will talk about anything and everything. I love being controversial

Project 365 - photos 195-196

These four books are on my current reading list ... "Wasted" by Marya Hornbacher, "Smashed" by Koren Zailckas, "An Unquiet Mind" by Kay Redfield Jamison and "The Luckiest Girl in the World" by Steven Levenkron

This is a card from my church's current sermon series, "I believe in you"

I've been self-harming again

I've been spending a lot of time and energy lately trying to work on my issues. I am approaching my 29th birthday, and I really want to begin my 30's being much more stable than I've been in my 20's, so I know that I have a lot of work to do in the next year. I've been reading a lot of memoirs and watching movies, which all help me face my issues head-on.

I knew that tackling these problems would be hard, but I never really realized just how hard it would be. I've been examining all my bipolar/borderline tendencies, childhood abuse, abusive marriage, past eating disorders, addictions, etc.

The last few weeks, I think I've actually overdone it. I took it too far. I've been diving hardcore into the eating disorder and self-harm issues lately.

Somehow trying to fix the self-harm problems has triggered me even more. I've started self-harming again. I haven't started cutting... yet ... but I've been picking at myself like crazy. I had an ingrown hair on my right arm a few weeks ago. I dug it out, which caused a small wound. Several times a day since it first scabbed over, I rip off the scab. Every time I do it, it makes the wound bigger. There's also another small wound on the same arm which I don't know the cause of, but I've been picking at it all the time too. I can't stop myself. I don't view it as bad as cutting or burning myself, but it's sort of a gateway form of self-harm. I'm enjoying the pain and sight of blood way too much that I'm afraid I'm on the brink of starting to cut again.

The main thing that's triggered my cutting desire is watching the movie "Painful Secrets" (a.k.a. "Secret Cutting") online the other night. It came out when I was in high school, and it's always been one of my favorite movies. It gives one of the most honest and open looks at cutting that I've ever seen. It's never ever triggered me before, but this time it did. (If you haven't ever watched the movie and want to, it's posted on YouTube in chunks that can be watched back-to-back with a playlist. Click here to watch it. Just know it may trigger you too).

I've also started getting really bad with my eating habits again. I'm so close to an eating disorder again. I go back and forth between starving myself and binge eating. I'm worried about what's ahead.

I think I may have to scale back on the memoir reading and movie watching for a while.

Project 365 - photos 183-194

My boyfriend drew this picture on the paper tablecloth at a fancy Italian restaurant we went to for our six month dating anniversary. He has a Superman obsession... like a big major obsession. And I love cheese, so therefore, he drew Superman with cheese.

I had to have a mold inspector come to the house one day, which meant the dogs had to be locked up in their crates for a while. This is Oreo mad at me for that reason.

For some reason butterflies and moths have decided that the windows near my desk at work are wonderful places to land. I wouldn't think it was weird except for the fact that we're 8 floors up. I don't get what makes them want to fly up that high

This is Pearlz passed out beside me on the couch. We spend a lot of days just being lazy together

One day I was driving all over the Oklahoma City metro doing mystery shops when there was a sudden torrential downpour of rain as I was driving on a freeway

My boyfriend talked me into going to a "Taco Tuesday" event at a local Mexican restaurant, and this lovely painting was above our table

I was really depressed the day I took this puppy photo. I went to my favorite pet store to get some puppy love to cheer myself up

This was a couple days later, still depressed, but different pet store

Another lazy day of laying on the couch with the dogs

I found these wall hangings in a store and liked them, well not even to buy them, but enough to take a photo. I walked around searching for something that would make a cool background. I ended up sitting them down on a furry neon green chair

Inspiration can be found in all sorts of places... even a fake pumpkin at a random store

I loved this cross. If I wasn't so cheap with my spending it would have been hanging on my wall now, but I just took a photo instead