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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Wednesday, June 29, 2011

Aurora Sky - Keeping Me Alive

I just heard a song titled "Keeping Me Alive" by an Oklahoma City band named Aurora Sky. I've never heard of them, but I'm sure that's just cause they're local. This song really spoke to me. I felt compelled to share it with you all.

Since it's a local band, I couldn't find a real video or lyrics online, but there's an audio clip below that I found on someone's YouTube. I typed up the four lines that spoke to me the most and the chorus (I'm too lazy to type it all up):

Distorted thoughts in front of me impairing my ability.

I can't decide who I should be.

Should I give up or should I never give up fighting?

I'm lost in almost every way. It makes me want to go insane.

Chorus:
Sometimes I try
Sometimes I die
Sometimes it's the little thing that's killing me
Sometimes I fall
Sometimes I crawl
Sometimes it's the only thing keeping me alive



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