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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Psychotherapy Linked to Healthier Stress Hormone Levels

By HealthDay

As a component of depression treatment, psychotherapy not only reduces anxiety, but also improves patients' stress hormone levels, new research shows.

The study, published in the current issue of Psychotherapy and Psychosomatics, found that when pharmacotherapy is combined with psychotherapy in treating depressed patients, there is an improvement in their levels of the stress hormone cortisol.

Researchers examined 63 people diagnosed with major depressive disorder. Participants were divided into two groups: 29 received combined therapy, which included psychotherapy and pharmacotherapy, and 34 had monotherapy, which included only pharmacotherapy. The patients' depressive symptoms were tested at regular daily intervals over the course of eight months.

The study found that although decreases in symptoms were similar between both groups, by the eighth month, reductions in anxiety were greater among those in the combined therapy than in the patients who underwent monotherapy. Moreover, a steeper daytime cortisol pattern was more likely among those who had the combined therapy, compared to those who were treated with drugs alone.

Researchers concluded that the improved outcomes of the combined therapy group suggests the addition of psychotherapy helped reduce anxiety and produced long-term positive effects on stress hormone levels.

bad memories

The Memory Meme

1. Are you someone who keeps memory boxes and makes scrapbooks?
I'm the type of person who keeps piles and piles of shit that is never organized. If I was even remotely organized, I would have some sort of memory boxes or scrapbooks

2. What is your most disturbing memory?
Getting raped... or my ex-husband slitting my wrist. It's sort of a toss-up

3. What is the one thing you will always remember about your childhood?
 I have honestly blocked out about 95% of my childhood before I was 9 years old. I don't have any real memories from my childhood

4. When you drive down memory lane for the last five years of your life, is it a happy journey or a bumpy ride?
My life is always a bumpy road

5. What is the last thing you memorized?
Song lyrics. It's not really on purpose. I think 3/4 of my brain is made up of song lyrics

6. Tell us about a dream you remember.
One of my most memorable dreams was from when I was a teenager. I was in a shopping mall eating gummy worms. I dropped one of them to the floor and suddenly it came to life and started growing bigger and bigger. It turned into a snake the length of a football field. It started chasing throughout the mall. The dream ended with the snake eating me in one big bite. I've never looked at gummy worms the same way after that dream. Honestly, I'm not sure I've even eaten a single one since that night

7. On this Memorial Day is there someone you'd like to honor and remember?
I lost my grandfather several years back. I really loved and respected him

Sunday, May 29, 2011

My, oh my, Post Secret...

This week's Post Secret post has some cards that I relate to more than ever before. I couldn't believe my eyes as I was going down the screen.

1) I'm a journalist. I think we all end up commenting on our own work online under a fake name because in the end we feel like failures if we don't get a response from something we've worked hard on


2) I'm enough of a Christian to know that Harold Camping's prediction that the rapture was going to happen on May 21st was crap, but there was some part of me that somewhat wished it would've all come to an end. I guess if it ended that way, I wouldn't be sitting around contemplating suicide anymore. (Don't worry. I'm not actually going to kill myself. I just think about it)


3) I hear voices in my head and then I hear God too sometimes. I can actually tell the difference. When God speaks to me, it cuts right through all those other voices.


4) How do I tell my 25-year-old younger brother that he needs serious mental health treatment without him getting defensive? It's obvious he's bipolar to everyone else but him. He won't stay on medicine and won't go to counseling


5) I used to be proud of my scars. I always said they were my "battle scars" because I went to battle against myself and won in the end. Most of the scars have faded. I'm now really glad most of them are not obvious. I think if I could still see them all clearly, it would just make me want to cut even more


6) I haven't cut in a long while (3 or 4 years I think), but I do more subtle forms of self harm now. I still miss cutting all the time. It was one of the best (and worst at the same time) ways to relieve my stress


7) I have actually really taken steps to fix my relationship with my older brother lately. I think we are finally going to repair some of the damage that was done years ago. We used to go several months (or longer) without speaking. Now we're talking or texting several times a week


8) My ex-husband used to think he was schizophrenic. I don't think he was. He just did too much meth and other crap


9) This last one just made me laugh. Why is it creepy if a microwave says "enjoy?" I really want an answer to that question ... I'm curious, very curious ....



More you can't be missed

Sunday Stealing: The "You Can't Be Missed" Meme, The Last Part

46. Would you ever try to quit one of your addictions, or better said: Bad Habits?
I used to be a major drinker, and I've stopped that. I was pretty much addicted to sex, and I stopped having sex two years ago. I can't beat my Mountain Dew addiction or stop biting my fingernails

47. Could you ever kill yourself to save someone else? 
If it was someone I really loved, I probably could

48. Does it matter if break up with someone or have them dump you? 
In the end it doesn't matter who breaks up with whom.... It can hurt either way

49. Would you rather have a turtle or a frog for a pet? 
Frog. I don't think they bite, or do they? I had three frogs once. I named them after the Three Musketeers, but they quickly died. I have no idea what happened. My boss called me "frog killer" for weeks after that

50. Would you rather spend a day with Lady Gaga or Miley Cyrus? 
Miley Cyrus because Lady Gaga is way too insane for me

51. Would you rather learn to play piano or guitar?
Piano

52. We're going back to the day. Where did you get your kicks?
I got my kicks on Route 66. (I just had to say that. I'm an Okie) ... No really, I just hung out at home all the time

53. What Asian country would you like to visit the most? Why?
Taiwan. Is that Asia? Man, I feel stupid asking that. I have a friend who lives there now

54. Have you ever thought that a passer-by was the one? 
 Nope. That's a little sad

55. Ever told someone that your fake jewelery was really real?
 LOL. I had a fake engagement ring when I was in college. I wore it to not get hit on. I paid $7 or something for it at Walmart. It looked a lot like the one on the left

56. Where are the worst public restrooms? 
 Around here, it's normally Taco Bell's restrooms. The 7-Eleven restrooms are really bad too. I always try to find a Walmart or Target to go pee in if I'm out in public

57. What song was the latest one that got overplayed really fast? 
 Katy Perry's song "Firework"

58. What Friends (American TV show from the 90s) character are you most like? 
 Phoebe



59. When's the last time you had a Popsicle? 
It's been a while, but I have eaten one of the Dreamsicle type things. I don't think those are technically "popsicles"

60. What TV show from way back would you love to see reappear?
How "way back" are we talking about? I'm going with "My So-Called Life" because that was "way back" in my day

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Looking for a love meme

Saturday 9: Looking for a Love

1. When you were single, or if you are single, what's the best way to look for love?
Definitely not a bar... or online ... I'll go with church

2. Have you ever cruised online personals, even if you're married for fun? What was the reason, or if you haven't, why not?
I met my now ex-husband on Match.com. I will never ever recommend online dating sites for anyone, but I do crack up reading the "missed connections" section on Craigslist. Sometimes they're hilarious. I have a coworker who used to read them out loud at work in a funny-as-hell voice... that is until our boss told her to stop

3. Have you ever put up an online personal? If so, how was your experience? 
I think I'd qualify my Match.com experience as the stupidest idea of my life since my ex-husband ended up being violently abusive and tried to kill me and all

4. Have you ever answered an online personal? If so, how did it turn out? 
I never contacted anyone  because of their personal, but I got contacted from people who looked at my profile a lot

5. Have you ever had a good experience with online dating? If not, have you had a friend/family member have a good experience? Tell us about it! 
 I can't say that I had a single good experience with it

6. Have you ever had a horrible experience with online dating? If not, someone else? 
Haven't I already answered that?

7. Back in 2004, a friend threw her husband out because she found out that he was having cyber affairs/sex with 2 women in states FAR away from them. Do you think that cybersex is actually cheating?
Anything that distracts your emotions/love/passion from your partner is cheating

8. Do you have any suggestions for someone as to how to stay safe using a dating service? 
Yeah... DON'T EVEN TRY IT

9. I've heard someone say, “There's Match.com and then there's everyone else." Is this true in your experience or someone you know?
They're all crap. A person can say anything they want about themselves on their online profiles. Everything can be a complete lie. You could talk to someone online for months (or even years) and it turns out nothing was real

Thursday, May 26, 2011

Atypical Antipsychotics in Children and the Elderly

By TIME.com

Pharmaceutical companies have recently paid out the largest legal settlements in U.S. history - including the largest criminal fines ever imposed on corporations - for illegally marketing antipsychotic drugs. The payouts totaled more than $5 billion. But the worst costs of the drugs are being borne by the most vulnerable patients: children and teens in psychiatric hospitals, foster care and juvenile prisons, as well as elderly people in nursing homes. They are medicated for conditions for which the drugs haven't been proven safe or effective - in some cases, with death known as a known possible outcome.

The benefit for drug companies is cold profit. Antipsychotics bring in some $14 billion a year. So-called "atypical" or "second-generation" antipsychotics like Geodon, Zyprexa, Seroquel, Abilify and Risperdal rake in more money than any other class of medication on the market and, dollar for dollar, they are the biggest selling drugs in America. Although these medications are primarily approved to treat schizophrenia and bipolar disorder, which combined affect 3% of the population, in 2010 there were 56 million prescriptions filled for atypical antipsychotics.

In a presentation this week at an American Psychiatric Association meeting, Dr. John Goethe, director of the Burlingame Center for Psychiatric Research in Connecticut, reported that over the last 10 years, more than half of all children aged 5 to 12 in psychiatric hospitals were prescribed antipsychotics - and 95% of these prescriptions were for second-generation antipsychotics. Many of these children didn't have a condition for which the drugs have been shown to be helpful: 44% of youngsters with post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) and 45% of children with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD) were treated with them.

Pharmacologically, the ADHD prescriptions make no sense: FDA-approved drugs for the condition raise levels of the neurotransmitter dopamine, while antipsychotics do they opposite, lowering them.

Geothe also noted another study that showed that the number of office visits by children and teens that included antipsychotic drug prescriptions rose 600% from 1993 to 2002. "The obvious second-generation bias is very apparent in these data, as is the irrational use of antipsychotics for indications such as PTSD and ADHD for which there is no controlled evidence whatsoever that these are safe or effective treatments," says Dr. Bruce Perry, senior fellow at the ChildTrauma Academy in Houston.

The situation may be similar in state-run juvenile detention systems. Late last week, an exposÉ by the Palm Beach Post revealed that antipsychotics were among the top drugs purchased by the Florida Department of Juvenile Justice (DJJ), and were largely used in kids for reasons that were not approved by the government - for instance, sleeplessness or anxiety. The Post reported:

In 2007, for example, DJJ bought more than twice as much Seroquel as ibuprofen. Overall, in 24 months, the department bought 326,081 tablets of Seroquel, Abilify, Risperdal and other antipsychotic drugs for use in state-operated jails and homes for children.

That's enough to hand out 446 pills a day, seven days a week, for two years in a row, to kids in jails and programs that can hold no more than 2,300 boys and girls on a given day.

Among the psychiatrists hired by the state to evaluated incarcerated kids, about a third received drug company money, the Post reported. Those 17 psychiatrists wrote 54% of the prescriptions for antipsychotics; the 35 doctors who did not take such payments wrote the rest. In other words, one-third of doctors - all of whom were paid by drug companies - wrote more than half of all antipsychotic prescriptions for the state's locked-down youth.

The statistics on children in foster care are equally alarming. Youth in foster care are not only three times as likely to be medicated as comparable low-income youth on Medicaid, but more than half are treated with antipsychotics. It is not likely that all or even most of these children have a condition for which antipsychotics have been approved by the government to treat.

Among the problems with unnecessary use of antipsychotic medications is that they can cause serious, sometimes irreversible, damage. Atypical antipsychotics are associated with weight gain and may double users' risk of Type 2 diabetes. Recent research also suggests that they may shrink the brain and there is little data on how they affect brain development during the teen years, when the brain grows more than at any other time but infancy. Indeed, youth are more vulnerable than any other group to the drugs' worst side effects (excluding death).

"The majority of antipsychotic medication use in children and adolescents has not been limited to the few age groups or conditions for which there is credible evidence of efficacy and safety," says Perry. "There is no reason to expect irrational prescribers to change their bad habits."

He adds that many experts would argue that if doctors began prescribing antipsychotics "responsibly and cautiously" - that is, being mindful of the lack of efficacy data and the evidence of harm - the rate of prescriptions in children would drop by 90%.

Meanwhile, rates of prescriptions for patients at the other end of the lifespan are also out of control. In nursing homes, 14% of residents have been given at least one prescription for a second-generation antipsychotic, according to a government investigation. A full 88% of these prescriptions are given to people with dementia, despite the fact that these drugs may double the risk of death in these patients (there is a black box warning on the drug to this effect). The investigation estimated that $116 million Medicare dollars have been spent filling antipsychotic prescriptions that never should have been written.

So why are these drugs so widely prescribed? Aggressive drug company marketing is only one part of the story. A key reason they are overused in institutional settings is that they are sedating, making patients easier to manage. Secondly, unlike other sedative drugs, they are not associated with misuse (with the possible exception of Seroquel, which has fans among some addicts). In fact, most people resist taking antipsychotics, which is why overmedication is much more common in settings where people are locked-in and compliance can be forced.

The second point - that these drugs are not considered addictive - by itself probably accounts for a big part of why drug companies have been able to get away with so much misleading marketing and the resultant overprescribing. Although prescribing of traditional sedatives like benzodiazepines (Valium, Xanax), which are vulnerable to misuse, is limited by their status as controlled substances, few people enjoy misusing antipsychotics (side effects like weight gain, pleasurelessness, movement disorders and low energy and motivation are not generally sought by recreational drug users), so they can be prescribed for unapproved uses like behavior control and sleep-inducement in children and the elderly.

In other words, addiction is basically seen as a worse side effect than death. The fact that the most vulnerable youth and elderly often cannot advocate for themselves has made it easier to sweep the problem under the rug.

Fortunately, there is at least one bright spot in this depressing picture. The main patent on Risperdal expired in 2007, and those for Zyprexa and Seroquel expire this year. Geodon's patent expires next year, while Abilify's comes up in 2015. When most drugs go off-patent, drug companies' marketing pressure - and profits - will subside, perhaps keeping children and the elderly safer from inappropriate medication.

Caffeine May Interfere With Fertility in Women

By HealthDay

Caffeine, a known stimulant, has been shown to cause rapid heart rate, nausea, anxiety and depression. Now, new research reveals that caffeine consumption may make it harder for a woman to get pregnant.

By analyzing fallopian tubes in mice, researchers found that caffeine interferes with muscle contractions that help eggs travel from the ovaries through the fallopian tubes and into the womb -- a process critical for a successful pregnancy.

"Our experiments were conducted in mice, but this finding goes a long way towards explaining why drinking caffeinated drinks can reduce a woman's chance of becoming pregnant," Sean Ward, professor at the University of Nevada School of Medicine, said in a journal news release.

"This provides an intriguing explanation as to why women with high caffeine consumption often take longer to conceive than women who do not consume caffeine," Ward added.

Caffeine is found in coffee, tea, colas, chocolate and certain medications.

Researchers noted that the study's findings, published May 26 in the British Journal of Pharmacology, could further the understanding and treatment of infertility as well as some complications of pregnancy.

Previously, it was thought that eggs moved through the fallopian tubes assisted by hair-like projections called cilia, but this study suggests that specialized pacemaker cells coordinate the contractions that push the eggs along.

"As well as potentially helping women who are finding it difficult to get pregnant, a better understanding of the way fallopian tubes work will help doctors treat pelvic inflammation and sexually transmitted disease more successfully," said Ward. "It could also increase our understanding of what causes ectopic pregnancy, an extremely painful and potentially life-threatening situation in which embryos get stuck and start developing inside a woman's fallopian tube."

Antidepressant may not cut hot flashes after all

By Reuters

New research throws a wet blanket on an earlier study that showed women in menopause might get dramatic relief from hot flashes by taking the antidepressant Lexapro.

According to the new findings, Forest Laboratories' Lexapro, also called escitalopram, reduces neither the severity nor frequency of hot flashes associated with menopause.

Robert Freedman, a behavioral scientist at Wayne State University in Detroit who led the work, says he was "disappointed" by the results.

"We wouldn't have done the study if we had not expected an effect" from the drug, Freedman told Reuters Health.

Roughly 75 percent of women in menopause experience hot flashes, and nearly half of them report severe episodes. Hormone replacement therapy has long been the standard treatment for the bothersome symptoms, but millions of women stopped using the drugs after it became clear that they increase the risk of cancer and heart disease.

Given this backdrop, the previous study suggesting that Lexapro might halve the number of hot flashes generated a lot of buzz.

The key difference between the two trials, which used the same doses of drug over the same time period, is how they measured hot flashes, Freedman said.

In the earlier study, women were asked to keep a diary of each episode, while Freedman and his colleagues had volunteers wear a battery-powered hot flash detector on their skin.

The quarter-sized device measures humidity to record hot flash activity even during sleep, he said. It also can detect hot flashes when women aren't aware they are experiencing them -- making it much more reliable than personal accounts, said Freedman, who holds a patent on the technology.

The Michigan researchers conducted two trials with escitalopram, both lasting eight weeks. In the first, they gave 10 milligrams a day of the drug or dummy pills to 10 women in menopause.

When the researchers found no effect of escitalopram on the number of hot flashes women had, they repeated the trial in 26 more women and upped the dose to 20 milligrams per day. Again, the frequency of hot flashes did not seem to change, hovering at about 19 to 20 per week.

During the final week of the trial, women taking escitalopram had an average of about 17 hot flashes a day, down 14 percent from the first week. Those taking dummy pills experienced a seven-percent increase in hot flashes from the start of the study, but Freedman said the difference between the two groups wasn't "clinically significant."

Freedman's group reported its findings in the journal Menopause.

Ellen W. Freeman, a menopause expert at the University of Pennsylvania in Philadelphia, and a co-author of the earlier Lexapro study, acknowledged that hot flash activity differs considerably when recorded by a monitor and reported by women themselves. But that, she said, may not be the most important issue for patients or their doctors.

"Clinicians treat the woman's complaint of hot flashes, and the degree to which they are bothersome or distressing," Freeman told Reuters Health. "An objective monitor has scientific appeal but may not relate to the clinical problem."

Back to High School

Thursday Thunks: Back to High School 

1. Who was your best friend?
Her name was Stephanie. We were best friends for about 6 years until she decided she wanted to "experiment" with a girl and stupidly I said I would be her experimental toy. The friendship quickly ended after that ... That was before girls kissing girls became the "cool" thing for teen girls to do

2. Did you play any sports?
I played softball until I was 14 years old. I played basketball in fifth and sixth grade. I was a cheerleader in sixth grade. But I did no sports in high school

3. What kind of car did you drive?
I drove my parents' Chevy Corsica. I didn't get my own car until right before I left for college

4. It’s Friday night. Where were you?
I was normally at home

5. Were you a party animal?
Not until college

6. Were you considered hot?
Not even close

7. Were you in the band, orchestra or choir?
I played the clarinet in fifth and sixth grade. I was in the choir until the middle of eighth grade. I refused to be a band/choir "geek" in high school

8. Were you a nerd?
I took all the advanced classes and had straight-As, so in theory, I was a nerd, but everyone thought I was too slutty to be considered a real nerd

9. Were you ever suspended or expelled?
Not even once

10. Can you sing the fight song?
No. I don't think I could even sing it when I was in school


Tuesday, May 24, 2011

The Workaday Meme

7 Royal Questions on Tuesday

1. Are you in a job/career you always wanted?
I'm a newspaper journalist at a corporate newspaper. I feel like the devil every day. I hate it

2. Do you find you workaday world fulfilling and rewarding?
I'd rather never have to work

3. If you could change jobs, what would you do?
I'd become a mental health therapist helping people with abnormal psychology issues and substance abuse issues

4. What about your job irritates you the most?
A certain person

5. Would you rather have a high pressure meaningful career or a mindless clock-punching job?
I'm sick of the job stress, so I'm tempted to go back to the mindless jobs

6. I believe in the concept of "paying myself first" as in tucking away dollars for emergencies and vacations. If you started a special savings plan and could save a certain amount each week to do something only for yourself, what would that be?
Right now I'd just like to be able to save some money for emergencies. I have no savings at the moment

7. What do you think is the hardest paying job on earth?
Someone who works for a vet's office that has to put sick dogs and cats to sleep. I couldn't do it

Monday, May 23, 2011

Post secret favorites of the week

Post Secret's post this week had too many cards that had to be decoded. I figured out that this first one says, "I leave facebook logged in on my computer so I can spy on you." I have no clue what the rest of the cryptic ones mean. I will just wait for everyone else to figure out the others


Here are my favorites for the week:







Key diagnostic deadline draws near for psychiatrists and 'new' DSM conditions

By Los Angeles Times

"Where are we going to put the narcissists?"

It was a question asked urgently by one of the hundreds of psychiatrists
gathered here last week for their professional society's annual meeting.
With doctors in the thick of a years-long effort to rewrite the essential
textbook for diagnosing mental illnesses, questions like these came up time
and again in meeting rooms, over drinks sipped from coconut shells, and in
other venues during the five-day conference.

Among the myriad proposals now on the table: reducing the number of
specific personality disorders from 10 to five, a move that would eliminate
the diagnosis of narcissistic disorder.

"Of course there are narcissists!" the psychiatrist insisted in the convention's vast exhibit hall, where new research papers were displayed next to pharmaceutical-industry booths. "We see them all the time!"

Don't let the cheery Hawaiian shirts fool you — the nation's psychiatrists aren't feeling all that ku'u aku (relaxed) as the deadline nears for the next edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorders, or DSM-5.

The first revision in almost 20 years will roll off the presses in 2013. Since the 1994 edition, research has exposed pieces of the biological framework underlying disorders like schizophrenia, anorexia and depression. But molecular tests and brain scans based on those discoveries aren't yet ready for diagnostic use, and that leaves the authors of the upcoming book with the same problem that vexed their predecessors: how to distinguish a mental illness from the rainbow of normal human behavior.

Much of the discussion at the American Psychiatric Association meeting centered on fears that, without solid scientific evidence, additions or deletions in their new bible of mental health could do more harm than good.

"The brain is so darn complicated," said Dr. David Axelson, director of the Child and Adolescent Bipolar Services program at the Western Psychiatric Institute in Pittsburgh.

As with each edition, the controversies dogging DSM-5 center on the proposed "new" conditions. Among the questions:

Is there a distinct mood disorder that occurs in some women prior to their periods?

Is hoarding a brain-based illness?

Can the sorrow accompanying bereavement swell into a certifiable mental disorder?

Even when concepts are not at issue, nomenclature sometimes is. Suggestions include replacing the word "anxiety" with "worry," and scrapping the terms "addiction," ''dependence" and "substance abuse" in favor of "substance-use disorder."

"We have to be very careful about our choice of language and precise criteria," said Dr. David J. Kupfer, the DSM-5 task force chairman and director of research at Western Psychiatric Institute and Clinic. Slight word changes could translate into making a disorder much more prevalent — or much more rare, he said.

Other sticking points center on what may be dropped from the book, such as narcissistic disorder.

In one session on a balmy Sunday morning, Thomas Widiger, a psychologist and expert on personality disorders at the University of Kentucky, warned his colleagues that "it's the beginning of the end for these diagnoses as personality disorders."

In another room, doctors debated whether a patient must have impaired function — such as problems in personal relationships — to qualify as having a mental disorder. "If your life is humming along just fine despite gambling 30 hours a week, do you really have a gambling addiction?" one psychiatrist asked with a note of exasperation in his voice.

Yes, a colleague responded: "The person just doesn't know he has a problem yet."

Although the DSM began as a slender guidebook for the U.S. Armed Forces in 1952, its significance has soared as research blurs the lines between physical and mental conditions.

Fields like neurology and psychiatry are drifting ever closer, Kupfer notes. While neurologists struggle with defining the early signs of Alzheimer's disease, psychiatrists are mulling a proposal to list "mild neurocognitive disorder" in DSM-5.

Even obesity, one of the major health problems of the era, has aspects that relate to behavioral health. One new proposal for DSM-5 is to add a diagnosis of "binge eating disorder."

Inclusion in the DSM can legitimize mental problems, leading to insurance coverage for treatments and perhaps more compassionate public attitudes.

"The DSM doesn't just have medical implications; it has economic and legal implications," said Dr. Jan Fawcett, chairman of the mood disorders work group for DSM-5 and a psychiatrist at the University of New Mexico School of Medicine.

And it can backfire. A minor wording change in the last DSM revision prompted attempts to label repeat sex offenders as people stricken with the mental disorder paraphilia, blurring the line between criminal behavior and mental illness, said Dr. Allen Frances, chairman of the DSM-IV Task Force and one of the most vocal critics of DSM-5.

Allen says the many advances in neuroscience, brain imaging and molecular biology have yielded valuable information about the workings of the human brain but not enough to make psychiatric diagnoses. Thus, he said, there is little to be gained by changing the DSM now.

"The experts are well-meaning — each suggestion made has the goal of identifying patients currently missed," Frances said. But, he added, "none of the changes can accurately identify patients who are in real need of help from normal people with everyday problems who would be better left alone."

Other psychiatrists have pointed criticisms of DSM-5 as well. Dr. Helen Lavretsky, a geriatric psychiatrist at Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center, said she was concerned about the proposed diagnosis of "mild neurocognitive disorder" and whether there are enough reliable criteria to diagnose it. She volunteered to help with a DSM-5 field trial to test the concept.

In addition to conducting field trials for some proposed changes, the DSM organizers are widely praised for creating a transparent editing process. Suggested changes are posted online on DSM5.org. And the second of three public comment periods — whereby anyone can submit feedback on the book — began this month and runs through June 15.

The final product, which will be hammered out over the next 18 months, will contain no surprises, Kupfer said.

"People will be familiar with what we're doing," he said.

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Drunkorexia: Latest eating disorder?

By Lubbock Avalanche-Journal

Maddie Zerbe, a 20-year-old Texas Tech sophomore, wasn't surprised to learn some of her peers had been eating less so they could drink more alcohol.

"Girls are obsessed with their weight," she shrugged.

Colleges and universities have programs in place to prevent eating disorders like anorexia nervosa and bulimia nervosa. But some counselors are starting to take note of a growing trend among college campuses they've labeled drunkorexia.

A student who is drunkorexic will eat less during the day so he or she can save those calories for drinking more alcohol at night. Psychologists and counselors are starting to use the term more in their professional setting, even though it isn't a clinical diagnosis.

While the term drunkorexia may be unheard of to some, the intermingling of the two problems is hardly new.

The National Institute of Alcohol Abuse and Alcoholism said "alcoholism and eating disorders frequently co-occur and often co-occur in the presence of other psychiatric and personality disorders."

A study published in the Journal of Alcohol and Drug Education featured more than 600 freshmen at a Southeastern university and found that 14 percent of students restrict calories before they drink alcohol. Of those, 70 percent were women.

"Unfortunately, part of the college fabric is to get wasted," said Kathryn Brown, a counseling psychologist at Texas Tech's Student Counseling Center. "It was only a matter of a time that someone's eating disorder was going to be married to their alcohol problem."

Brown specializes in helping students who are struggling with or recovering from eating disorders, although the most severe cases are sent to rehabilitation centers. She said the symptoms she witnesses at Tech are on par with other universities across the country.

Brown has never treated a student with drunkorexia specifically. However, she said, it's likely that students who exhibit this kind of behavior are unaware they have a problem.

"People aren't going to see it as a big deal," Brown said. "That's kind of the scary thing."

Drunkorexia may be easier to mask than other eating disorders. Whereas a lot of shame surrounds anorexia and bulimia, drunkorexia could easily blend into part of the college drinking culture, Brown said.

It also could be more dangerous because this trend combines the dangers of alcohol with the dangers of eating disorders. About 1,700 college students die each year from unintentional, alcohol-related injuries.

Jennifer Sacramuzzo, a Covenant Health System dietitian, said substituting alcohol for food could have serious nutritional effects. People with drunkorexia are likely to be deficient in both macro-nutrients, carbohydrates, for example, and micro-nutrients, vitamins and minerals. Without those nutrients, students run the risk of a hypoglycemic event, in other words, extremely low blood sugar. A student could pass out from low blood sugar, but mistakenly blame it on the alcohol.

It's difficult to consume a lot of alcohol and stay skinny, Sacramuzzo said. Bodies recognize alcohol similar to how they recognize fat. Alcohol has seven calories per gram and fat has nine. Carbohydrates and proteins have four calories per gram.

"A high-fat diet is just as bad as a high-alcohol diet and vice versa," Sacramuzzo said.

Sacramuzzo clarified that alcohol is all right in moderation. Assuming moderation means one drink a day for women and two for men, and one drink means one ounce of liquor, 12 ounces of beer, four ounces of wine.

Sacramuzzo said today the media are flooded with images of skinny people and people drinking excessively.

The underlying causes for drunkorexia and other eating disorders are most likely the same, Brown said. Often people with eating disorders believe they have to be a certain size to be accepted. Brown works to help determine how these beliefs took root and how to change them. She also tries to help students deal with their feelings in more constructive ways.

Brown said she's not sure whether drunkorexia will fade away as a fad, or be categorized alongside other eating disorders. However, the guidebook psychologists use to diagnose is soon to be reissued, and the section on eating disorders will be revamped.

"There's going to be a lot of changes in the field of eating disorders in general," Brown said. "It's hard to say what directions those are going to go in."

Can't be missed part 3

Sunday Stealing: The "You Can't Be Missed" Meme, Part 3

31. What is your absolute favorite dessert? 
I'm torn between a gourmet cinnamon roll or a cheesecake brownie topped with ice cream

32. What can someone do to make you smile, no matter what? 
Make an extremely offensive dirty joke 

33. What do the hip people think of you? 
That I'm not hip

34. What was the last gift you bought someone? 
A Sudoku book, which was  part of a mother's day gift for my mommy

35. What was your favorite class in high school? 
Government

36. How many spouses would be about right? 
None

37. What would you say was the most embarrassing moment of your life? 
My entire life has been an embarrassment 

38. Have you ever donate money to charity?
I donate to some charity at least a few times a year. Normally it's just a small amount. I donate what I can when I can

39. Has porn ever had a positive place in a current or recent relationship? 
I think porn can be positive in moderation. It can be a turn-on for couples. I don't see it as negative unless someone has to depend on it for pleasure

40. Would you ever dump the one you're with for someone who makes an obvious play and is MUCH hotter? 
I've done that with past boyfriends and my ex-husband, but the man I'm with now is the person I intend to be with for the rest of my life. No one will be able to come into the picture and change that

41. Have you ever disowned one of your relatives? 
My father. He was extremely abusive. When my mom finally decided to leave him, I cut him out of my life completely

42. Would you think it's OK to cheat on someone if they've already cheated on you? 
Well I believe in the "eye for an eye" concept, so I guess I see it as OK. I've done it to someone in the past

43. Did you ever consider becoming a teacher? 
Yes, but then I decided I didn't want to deal with kids that much

44. Would you ever give a hitch-hiker a ride somewhere? 
Nope

45. Would you ever try fasting for a whole week? 
I wouldn't last a day

Saturday, May 21, 2011

Rainy picnics

Saturday 9: Rain

1. It's Spring, grilling begins! If you plan a picnic, do you bow out if it rains?
I have a problem with this question... I don't plan picnics

2. Do you prefer food grilled on a charcoal or gas grill? 
I prefer food cooked in a restaurant

3. We're at the first grilling picnic. Whats your meat order?
Cheeseburger and a grilled chicken breast sandwich

4. What side dishes do you want?
Macaroni salad

5. Now, where do prefer to eat: at the picnic table or inside?
Inside

6. You were asked to bring a dish. What do you bring?
Store-bought macaroni salad

7. Does it bother you to have citronella candles burning if you are eating or cooking outside? 
I've never used one of those candles

8. What fellow bloggers do you want to meet at the picnic?
No offense to anyone, but if I do go to a picnic, I'd rather sit off in a secluded corner by myself and not really "meet" anyone

9. Does there need to be a pool at the picnic, your choice?
A pool would be cool

Friday, May 20, 2011

Can my brother's baby mend family issues?

"Nothin' melts a heart like a grandchild will"

I remember hearing that line in the song "Jacob's Ladder" by Mark Wills clear back in 1996. I guess I never really believed that could happen, but now that my older brother is having his first baby (also my mom's first grandchild), I'm starting to see that the song was right in so many ways.

(Before I explain that, I want to say something about the ultrasound photo. My brother sent me several 3D ultrasound photos of his baby the other night. In this one, the little girl is flipping off the ultrasound machine. You'll notice my brother added "bad baby" to it. I can't wait until she's a teenager and I can make jokes about how she had an attitude from the womb)

My family has been so divided since 2004 when my mom left my father after almost 25 years of marriage. My younger brother and I automatically "sided" with my mom because our father was so abusive to us. (We often call ourselves the "Three Musketeers.) My older brother took my father's side, despite the fact that he was abused too, but he was never abused as much as my younger brother or me or my mom.

The line between my older brother and my mom, younger brother and me has been really bad. I think my younger brother and I have went more than a year without any contact with my older brother. We've always tried to avoid him as much as possible. There has always been so many secrets hidden from my older brother in fear that whatever we said to him would get back to my father.

My mom would speak to my older brother on the phone once a month for years, but they would only talk about superficial stuff like the weather or pro baseball.

But since his wife got pregnant, things have changed... or at least are starting to change. There are many more phone calls, texts, and emails between us all. Things are starting to feel like we're a family again. My mom, younger brother, and I still have no contact with my father, but things with my older brother are nice right now.

My mom is finally starting to get excited about having a grandchild, to the point where I think she's finally starting to forgive my older brother for taking my dad's side years ago.

I'm starting to open up to him and tell him important things from my life. I'm to the point that I don't care if he tells our father things about me. I want to be close with my brother... screw my father and his opinions. The moment I found out that my sister-in-law was pregnant, I started buying baby stuff through mystery shopping assignments and/or with coupons/sales. I've sent them probably about $1,000 worth of baby stuff and have spent only $5 or $6 out of my own pocket. Maybe I'm trying to buy their love by helping them get baby stuff.... Regardless, I like the fact that I am helping them in some way, even if it is buying their love.

My younger brother is still more hesitant to let our older brother back into his life. He was most hurt through my father's abuse, so I know he's still angry that our older brother would defend what happened. I just hope for both of my brothers' sakes that eventually they can start to mend things too.

In case anyone wants to listen to "Jacob's Ladder," I'm posting a video below with the audio & lyrics. It's one of my favorite songs of all time.


Thursday, May 19, 2011

Pointless Questions in 10 seconds...

1. Do you know how to french braid?
I know how to do it, but I was never very good at it. I would either do it too tight or too loose

2. Two guys are walking down the street. One drops his hat and reaches down to pick it up, the other kicks him in the ass. Do you laugh?
Hell yes

3. You wake up one morning and dogs are meowing and cats are meowing - what are fish, elephants and crocodiles doing?
We're all meowing

4. You are going to your high school reunion. What award are you going to win?
Probably "most bitchy"

5. You find yourself stranded on a deserted island. Soon you find a laptop with a lifelong battery & internet connection, then you find a cave with an endless supply of food and a spring of fresh water. A cruise ship comes along to save you - do you get on it?
 Hmm, that depends on what type of food is available and if the internet connection is fast enough to download quality porn videos

6. How many shortcuts do you have on your desktop?
I have six shortcuts, but the rest of the screen is full of icons for photos and documents. I really need to clean up the desktop

7. I offer you a pie... the most delicious pie you have ever seen. You either have to eat the entire thing in one sitting or allow me to slam it into your face, which do you choose?
LOL, eat the whole thing. That isn't that uncommon for me. Every few weeks I buy an 8-inch cheesecake and eat almost the whole thing as soon as I get home. I used to do all sorts of food-eating challenges. If someone would dare me to eat/drink tons of stuff, I would do it. I want to be on "Man Versus Food" or whatever the Food Network's similar show is called as one of the food competitors

8. Are you a pen stealer?
Yes, my mom was one, and she taught me well

9. A dude from China comes up and offers you German chocolate cake, french fries and a Boston cream pie... what color is your car?
Purple with green polka dots

10. Sometimes you just have to tap your foot to your favorite song - which TV series season finale are you watching?
Let's see if I can list all the finales I've watched or will watch this month. I'm a big TV watcher:
Vampire Diaries
Nikita
90210
Hellcats
One Tree Hill
Desperate Housewives
Grey's Anatomy
Private Practice
Cougar Town
The Event (I'm so very pissed that this got canceled)
How I Met Your Mother
Big Bang Theory


Wednesday, May 18, 2011

College mental health screenings going high-tech

By the Associated Press

Look around a waiting room at a university counseling center and you'll see students wrestling with all sorts of issues: The one who's failing because of binge drinking. Another who's struggling with a roommate conflict, or a recent break-up. Yet another who's stressed out and suicidal.

Many centers are more swamped than ever, college therapists say, particularly at this time of year, in the frenzy of final exams and job searches.

Though there's debate about why there are more students seeking services, there is agreement on this: The increase in demand, those therapists say, has made it even more crucial to zero in on the students who are in the most distress.

“We used to worry about there being a stigma about coming in for counseling,” says Ian Birky, director of counseling and psychological services at Lehigh University in Pennsylvania. Now, he says, they're “overwhelmed” with students seeking help.

To help deal with the demand, more campus counseling centers are using computerized questionnaires, some that generate color-coded charts, to help them flag a serious problem more quickly than traditional paper-and-pencil evaluations.

Though they stress that these evaluations are not a replacement for in-depth questioning or counseling, many counselors say high-tech methods like these appeal to students, who are often more comfortable communicating with smart phones, iPads and laptops.

These therapists say these screenings also help them do their jobs better, and fine-tune therapy.

One of them is Paul Toth, a staff psychologist at Indiana University, where therapists began using a computerized evaluation called the Behavioral Health Measure, or BHM, in November. He recalls one student whose depression scores were improving but whose overall well-being scores were not. Staffers then determined that, to truly get better, the student needed to deal with academic issues that had been caused by the depression.

Evaluations like these also shed light on topics that students may not verbalize in therapy, such as a lack of trust, or bonding, with their therapist. In some cases, Toth says he's found out that a few students haven't liked it when he's suggested trying antidepressants with therapy.

“So then I can back off on that,” he says.

Perhaps most importantly, therapists say these instant evaluations show them more quickly when a student is seriously considering suicide.

“I can look at that on my computer before the student even walks into my office,” says Birky, whose new clients sit at private computer kiosks in the counseling center waiting room to take a different evaluation called the Counseling Center Assessment of Psychological Symptoms, or CCAPS.

CCAPS, which has versions with 34 and 62 questions, is used on dozens of campuses across the country, including Penn State, where researchers used national CCAPS data to generate an annual study on the mental health of students on campuses across the nation.

Among other things, the research found that about a quarter of U.S. college students sought mental health services last year.

“So as demand increases, you have to be more objective about deciding who's in the greatest need,” says Ben Locke, the study's lead author and the associate director of research and technology at Penn State's Center for Counseling and Psychological.

The newer BHM was developed by Mark Kopta, a psychologist at the University of Evansville in Indiana. So far, it is used on just 15 campuses, from the University of Minnesota and Johns Hopkins to tiny Fairmont State University in West Virginia.

But those who use it say it has some advantages over more established evaluations.

For one, it has a 20-question version that takes two minutes or less to complete, so it can be used more easily at every counseling session.

“It doesn't take the place of an interview, but it makes the interview much more efficient,” says Kopta, head of CelestHealth Systems, which markets the BHM.

Factors students are asked to rate in the BHM include:
  • ”Alcohol or drug use interfering with your performance at school or work.”
  • ”Thoughts of ending your life.”
  • ”Powerful, intense mood swings or highs and lows.”

Results from that evaluation also are divided by categories, including suicide risk, depression, anxiety and drug and alcohol abuse. Each category is color-coded — green for normal, yellow for mild distress, orange for moderate distress and red for severe distress.

Glenn Hirsch, head of counseling services at the University of Minnesota, recalls one student whose suicide chart was flagged with red, but who initially denied she was severely suicidal.

Her BHM scores also indicated that she was mistrustful of Hirsch and the counseling process, so he used those scores — and showed her her charts at each session — to get her to open up and deal with her suicidal thoughts.

“Showing that visually can really make a difference,” he says.

After initially dropping out of school, he says the student client returned to the university and passed all her classes. She also has regularly taken her medication, something she hadn't done before.

There are other ways mental health professionals are using technology to help them evaluate clients, on and off college campuses.

A psychiatrist at Johns Hopkins has developed a free service called Mood 24/7 that sends a daily text message to its users, asking them to rate their mood on a scale of 1 to 10. The data can then be accessed by the user, their mental health counselor and even family and friends.

Dr. Adam Kaplin, who came up with the idea, says that typically clients are unlikely to remember how they were feeling between visits, or to use paper and pencil charts to keep track.

“It's very simple. But there is power in simplicity,” Kaplin says of the system, which now has about 3,000 users, from college students to older clients. Among other things, he says the system helps psychiatrists do a better job of monitoring and adjusting psychotropic medications.

All of these methods are fine for those who seek help. But there's also concern that the large majority of suicidal and depressed students still don't seek counseling and, therefore never are evaluated.

“I've talked to graduating seniors who literally didn't know that the mental health counseling center existed,” says 23-year-old Jeff Brozena, president and founder of Penn State's chapter of Active Minds, an organization aimed at raising students' awareness about mental health.

His chapter is one of a few that hosted a traveling exhibit called “Send Silence Packing,” made up of 1,100 backpacks representing the estimated number of college students who take their own lives each year.

Counseling centers also have expanded outreach.

At Pace University in New York, counseling director Richard Shadick and his staff give a presentation at each “University 101” class for freshman and give them a survey to help them get a read on substance abuse and mental health problems they may be having. The mental health staff also spends time on campus giving mini screenings called “checkups from the neck up” and refers students who need help to the counseling center.

Elsewhere, the National College Depression Partnership has been working with campus health centers across the country to do their own quick mental health screenings when students come in for regular visits with the doctor.

Within the counseling field, there is no consensus about whether there really are more college students with mental health issues or whether they are simply increasingly willing to ask for help.

Some say that antidepressants and more support has made it more possible than ever for a student who is mentally ill to attend college. Others have noted that this generation of students seems less able to cope with stress, for whatever reason.

“Maybe, in some ways, these kids are a little bit less resilient,” says Birky, at Lehigh.

Whatever the reason, it's an issue that's being taken seriously.

A recent analysis of BHM questionnaires from 13,300 students who were treated at campus counseling centers found that those students were, indeed, having significant psychological problems. Just over two-thirds were clinically depressed at some level. Seventeen percent had drug and alcohol problems. About 20 percent were suicidal.

And those figures do not include the students who have yet to seek help.

ONLINE:

Mood 24/7: https://www.mood247.com/

National College Depression Partnership: http://www.ncdp.nyu.edu

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