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You have no doubt seen or heard the commercials: "Where does depression hurt? EVERYWHERE. Who does depression hurt? EVERYONE." Mental illnesses can consume you, take over your entire life and hurt everyone around you if you let it. I am no exception.

My life feels like I am stuck riding on a rollercoaster in the middle of a hurricane. I have ups and downs, and I have left a path of destruction in my wake. My sanity dangles on a tiny fragile string, and through this blog I am giving the world a look into my broken mind and my unstable life.

In the end, I am just a girl trying to maintain my sanity in a candy-coated world of misery. Here you'll get a glimpse at just how true those commercials are. Keep your arms and legs inside the blog at all times, hold on tight, and prepare yourself for a very bumpy ride ...

Feel free to comment here on the blog or email me at bpdokc@yahoo.com.

Sunday, February 19, 2012

The 99'er Meme: Final Part



Sunday Stealing: The 99'er Meme: Final Part

76) In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?
I rarely think any relationship is "great," so I can't honestly answer that

77) How did/could someone win your heart?
Give me a puppy...

78) In your world, what brings on more creativity?
I'd like to say depression. Many of the best musicians and artists throughout history have channeled depression into their work and created great things. Me? I just get depressed and all my creativity disappears

79) What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?
Divorcing my abusive, alcoholic, drug addict of an ex-husband

80) Why did you break up with your last ex?
He was totally obsessive and controlling (sadly a different ex than the ex-husband. Men suck)

81) What would you want to be written on your tombstone?
I don't want to have a tombstone. I want to be cremated then dumped somewhere

82) What is your favorite word?
For as many times as I say "um," you'd think it would be that

83) Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word: delusional.
My brain

84) What is a saying you use a lot?
I, for some reason, end sentences by saying, "so..." way more often then it should be. I basically turn everything into a thought that the other person has to complete, so ...

85) Are you watching Idol this season? If yes, how do you like it?
Ugh. American Idol, I assume? Hellz no. I only watched the final episode of the season that Carrie Underwood was on to see if she'd win since we're both Okies

86) Were you surprised that House got canceled?
I've never watched it even once. I'm a little surprised cause I thought it was popular, but it makes no difference to me if it's on or not

87) What is your current desktop picture?
It's a photo of a cat playing with a baby pig

88) If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?
Just one person?

89) What would be a question where you'd not tell the truth?
One that would incriminate myself in my past crimes.... ;)

90) One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by WEEPING ANGELS. The Weeping Angles aren't really doing anything, they're just standing around your bed. What would you do?
Probably bitch them out for waking me up and then I'd go back to sleep. You don't fuck with my sleep

91) You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what's even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?
You ask that like you assume I eat vegetables... I am a meat, cheese, and bread kind of person. It would have to be a radioactive tomato or pickle found on my hamburger cause that's about all I ever eat veggie wise. Anyways, I think I'd want super hearing abilities so I could hear what's being said in all the secret meetings going on at my office lately

92) You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?
I don't want to re-live anything. I'm happy being in the moment

93) You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?
Can it be all of my past that I erase?

94) You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. (let's say that you are both single and available) Who might it be?
 Right now I'd have to say Cady Groves. This girl is such a hot little thing (don't worry, she's over 18)...


95) You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?
Paris

96) Do you have any relatives or friends in jail?
I know some people, but they're not relatives and definitely not friends

97) Who's winning the U.S. Republican presidential nomination? Why?
Wait, what? There's a presidential race going on right now? 

98) Who's winning the next U.S. Presidential election?
Don't have any clue

99) If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?
I'm in a bad mood, so probably it would be something really rude and would piss everyone off


3 comments:

I am Harriet said...

Too bad you couldn't have the puppy instead of the ex.

Have a great rest of your weekend!
http://harrietandfriends.com/2012/02/hey-dog-quit-snoring/

ashmc2 said...

78 - definitely, most definitely hypomania with bouts of spinning depression and mania smooshed together in a briquette of flaming dread. I usually end up obsessed with some grand project or research while pounding Floyd though headphones into my disfunctional neurons.

81 - I also want to be cremated, but on a floating pire, set ablaze, and then set adrift into the waves.

91 - Everything that happens in this world is manipulation right down to our love of baby animals, so in no way would I want super hearing! After a day of that shit, you'd trade in for the telepathic ability to brust mouthy assholes into flame! lol

Mimi Lenox said...

Please join us this week and play the Oh, Baby Meme! We'd love to see you.
http://mimiqueenofmemes.blogspot.com

Peace, Mimi

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